Lines

*Possible Trigger Warning*

Scabbed over lines.

Up down up down the lines go.

Stained red

Filled with emotion –

Anger, sadness, disappointment

These are the marks we bear

The muffled screams that only we see

These cuts of passion

So i guess having to write that poem for school has me in the poem mood…everything bubbled over the edge this morning and I cut again…2 weeks 3 days…back to day one. Cutting is a vicious cycle…the anger, sadness, and every emotion. Then you cut, and everything is numb, but only for a little while. Then (at least for me) comes the regret, the anger, the sadness, the disappointment of having cut on top of all the emotions I was feeling before. It’s a vicious cycle. 

Like i said im not good at poems so sorry if it sucks. 

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One thought on “Lines

  1. i feel the same way when i cut..i don’t relapse often..but when i do its euphoria at first..and then guilt. it’s not your fault cutting is an addiction. feel better! my thoughts are with you.

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