Being protective is worth shit…I’m protective over everything…part of anxiety as im sure many of you who deal with anxiety issues
know all too well. Everything i try to protect and keep safe and all breaks. This time its my car…that has a wonderful 8″ dent in it now after some sort of incident, didn’t notice it until today.
No matter how hard a try to keep things clean. pristine, safe, and perfect but everything breaks, everything gets a scratch, everything gets dirty…the worst thing for people with anxiety….weather its the fear and paranoia of something being damaged or the anxiety and paranoia after something happens…it sucks, and it takes over your mind. It’s truly terrible! The littlest things become huge things…the worry…the nervousness…the fear….gah!
Every time i see it, anger, fear, paranoia…a whole flood of emotions…craziness
So now i can either pay hundreds of dollars to get the dent fixed or try to live with it which will make me crazy….
All i have to say is GAH! blah…
Hard to see but here’s a picture of the dent…Bad picture, maybe ill post other ones later…idk.