Im in complete limbo and my decision making is worse than ever….My mom went on a trip this weekend and before she left she told me “Oh ya i have the name of the person we talked about” and by the person she meant a shrink. She got back last night and so far there is no mention of it…I hope she isn’t reminded by her going to her shrink this week. Along with this I got a fortune cookie the other day that said I would make an important decision that i have been thinking about for a while (or something like that).
People have told me that i should go see someone and get help and all that stuff but i cant…There would be nothing to talk about and i just dont think it would be helpful…i mean i have my good days and stuff…its not that bad. Blah, i dont know im just not ready yet .
Sorry for my disorganized and random ramblings of the night, i was hoping it would be more organized but i guess not tonight.