What would it be like?

What would it be like if I got everything figured out? If I had a solid list of what I have and what I dont, and could just figure it all out. I hate uncertainty, yet at the same time I like it, not knowing. 

My fear is that all of this ends up being nothing, that its all in my head and im making up in my head or reading into it or something like that. What if I am? What if it’s nothing at all?

blah.

Advertisements

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s