Haha, people dont know, none of them know whats going on. They dont know the secret that i have been hiding…it makes me happy to think that I have hidden this for so long. There are times when I imagine what would happen if I just told everybody I knew. How would they treat me? What would they think? How would they judge me? Would they outcast me? Some days I want to scream it to the heavens.
“SOMETHING IS WRONG”
“IM NOT OK”
“I NEED HELP”
“SAVE ME FROM MYSELF”
I can do this, I can keep this up. I can keep hiding because I have already fought to hide it for so long. I can do this.