Welp, the Zoloft didn’t work very well so now I am trying Cymbalta…maybe third time is the charm with this one. The SSRI meds werent completely working and I am still exhausted all the time and pretty depressed but I was less angry and was much more calm so they worked a bit. Cymbalta supposidly targets multiple neurotransmitters which should hopefully help more.
I know that finding the right anti-depressant is a lot of guessing but im kind of discouraged at the moment and I am just so exhausted I cant take it.
I have also had zero inspiration to do anything creative for weeks to months now, I have no desire to pick up my camera or write anything and its driving me crazy. I want to sell my cameras right now because I have no inspiration or desire to take pictures.
I am so god damn tired and I just want to sleep for a week.