But not in the way you think…yet at least.
This week is a really fucking stressful week and I’m pretty damn depressed. 2 exams, a paper. Other homework assignments on top of that. It’s fun. Anyway I didn’t study enough this weekend and am now paying the price but I still cant focus worth a damn so i’ll probably end up doing poorly, hopefully not failing though, on both exams. And I need straight A’s this semester if I want to have any options down the road…and I need those options really really badly.
I really want to get out of here. I want warmth, I want sun. There is really bad pollution and air quality this week so fresh air would be nice too. I just want to get out and i’m here for another 5 weeks.
I’m so tired, I want to cut really bad, not that much…just a little bit. Maybe i’ll limit myself to just a few scratches. Who knows. Fuck all of this. And of course I’m writing a short little blog post instead of studying, god i’m an idiot.