Whats Up?

Whenever someone asks me the dreaded question “Whats up?” I always say “The ceiling” Usually it pisses people off for a couple of seconds but It always diverts people from the topic so I dont actually have to say whats up, because they probably dont want to hear what’s actually up and at least that way i’m not technically lying.

It’s better than the dreaded “Hows it going” and having to lie and say “It’s going well” instead of telling the truth, because nobody actually wants to hear the truth. The truth would send them running in the opposite direction. ugh!

On my mind: “Whats the point”

What is the point of it all when we dont even matter…idk just stuck on that tonight and its really really heavy and weighing down really heavily on me..I mean what’s the point, there are so many people doing such amazing and great things, and i’m just here, doing nothing, barely having the energy to get out of bed. What’s the point? I’m worthless.